WHOA!

Hey kids

It's been a crap load of a long time that I havn't typed in this thing.

wow..was i lame

soo little and dumb back then..

w.e...why would i want to tell people i dont even know about my day this thing is like weird..

soo add me on myspace

kk thx

www.myspace.com/meandu_r1ofakind

Everytime we lock eyes my heart skips a beat.i swear for that momment its like were meant to be.you know how i feel about you. i just wanna know how you feel about me.i wanna know the truth....i wanna know if you have feelings for me like i have for you.

The lights go dim

as i cry within

i say to myself why am i in love with him

its not like he feels the same

this is just so lame,me falling in love is just so insane.

with all this fucking ass pain

its so hard to explan

its like im a picture stuck in a frame

&& all i hear over && over again is his name

the name that has brang me all this pain

the name i dare not say.

The night you said i dont love you, was like salt to an open wound.

People always say just be patience love will find a way.....well i think my love is lost b.c really whats taking so long!

Touch me like my skin is acid && you wanna meil into me.

*Fly into the sunset with me*

Kiss me like you did her </3

Walk into heaven holding my hand so even god knows we are in love.

Watch me as i dream about you i swear ill be smiling.

Everytime we lock eyes i live 4EVER in that moment.

If i could read you mind will it be sayin "i like her too" ???

everyday i lay in bed just lo0king at the ceiling,i wonder to myself about my life and all these weird feelings.it seems like no1 cares, like no1 understands.it seems like im alone in this world just me and my bloody hands.people think they got it bad but no1 knows where i stand.they think im always happy as jolly as can be but one thing is for sure they dont know shit about me.

i think i feel love...oh yes i think i do it must be sumthin an oh so sumthing speical for me to fall in love with U!

some nights i lie awake thinking of the days we shared and the nights we treasured.i simply dont understand y we throw it all away.i wish we kept it going i wish we still felt the same.But feelings fade and people change....

Lets just pertend were in love &hearts;

can u hold me like u used to make me feel complete can u just say u love me and sweep me off my feet

Boy,u dont kno how bad u got me hooked.with those eyes and hair just the perfect lo0k.ur everything i want && everything i need ur so amazing its hard to believe.i wish u saw me the way i saw u,life would be much easier if u felt the same way to.

my heart is restless its giving up so0n all these heartackes there all from u.the sleepless nights.the teary eyes.the moments where i wanna cry.there all from u.cant u see its because i love U!

...to all the nights i sat and cried to all the scares i try to hide i wanna wish them all away. i wanna be some1 new i wanna be the one that wont love u.i wanna try and love some1 new....because this time they might just love me 2.

ur eating me from the inside out ur crushing me making me weak ur tryin to do all this shit to me! it aint ganna happen i aint ganna let this love sink within.within my heart down to my soul...im just ganna have to learn how to let go!

remember the stary nights and stupid fights.remember when u loved me b4 u loved her.i remember it all every memory we shared.with the stupid doggie dares and the long midnight walks.i wish we still had it all i wish we still even talked.i promise if u 4give me ill 4give u && i promise i wont love u anymore then i still do.

Im surprised no1 can hear my heart beat every time i glance at u!¢¾

1day my heart will stop but in my soul it will keep on beating..just for u

Im dieing for you to kno how i really feel

I regret the day i didnt have the courage...

For that split second that the first drop of blood hits the floor i feel sumthing other then pain....i feel freedom.

The world i seem to live in has grown dark with lies,secrets,regrets,and painful memories.

I dont kno how long i can keep putting on this little act...

I dont want to lie to my friends anymore but i cant help put on my happy go lucky smile every time i see them.

I cant help hiding my true self.

tears+blood=my daily routine

I wanna go back to where we could only use plastic knifes,where we didnt kno where the razors were hidden and where i actually had a reason to wake up in the morning.

Good old days: circle circle dot dot now i got my coodie shot

Bad days: cut cut drip drip now i start to see my life slip

A true friend can see past a fake smile && into the eyes of a hurting soul.

After one cute,there is another once another comes there will be others.Some maybe big others small.Deeper and deeper them seem to crawl.Each new day u see more blood.All ur emotions start to flood.Flood ur mind with love and hate.Every emotion coming to u at an estounding rate.You take one more slit to clear ur mind,at that time u seem to go blind.After things grow dark then u kno that,that last cut went way to low.As u lay there still and cold u whisper"I regret.."to the world.Now all should remember yes u will regret ur first cut b/c remember...After one cut,there is another once another comes there will be others.

ew new years sux!

home alone wtf?!

sis is going to friends house parents going to club

me HOME ALONE!